first kiss

first kiss

sweet 
soft tender

butterflies

holding faces

first time

looking into your eyes

fingers intertwined
so intense

I want you to know, 
that when I hurt you I didn't understand what I was doing. 
But I do now. 

I didn't love myself enough to let you love me.

is it wrong to be crushing on 19 year old twins?

I think I love you

I was trying so hard to remember this song, and when I finally found it on Youtube, I couldn't stop laughing.

Flashback to the 90s, anyone? (okay, it's more like 2002, but still..)

On My Playlist: The Clash - Rock The Casbah

Ridiculously early start today; this must be the first Saturday in weeks, scratch that, months, that I can actually recall being a) awake b) active and c) semi-functioning before noon - with the aid of copious amounts of caffeine and greasy food (of course).

Up at 8.30am after a fitful night's sleep, got ready and left the house at 9.10am. By 10am we were at Jam. A cup of mocha and a bacon-egg sandwich later, and I'm seated on the leather chesterfield, shortlisting jobs to apply for. Yay me!

It also helps that I've got The Clash on replay, both the original and remix version of this:




Enjoy!

xx

my love

<3<3<3

stop cruelty to animals!

word of warning: this is a horribly graphic. i had my hands over my face most of the way.

http://getactive.peta.org/campaign/armani_fur_investigation
http://edition.cnn.com/2008/US/09/16/abused.pigs.ap/index.html#cnnSTCVideo

i tried uploading the videos on my blog but for some reason it just refused to post, so i'm putting up the links instead.

TAKE ACTION AGAINST CRUELTY TO ANIMALS!

i kissed a girl, and i liked it.

"i just want your kiss boy (kiss boy kiss boy), i just want your kiss.."

you can't handle me.

this is the song i've been humming to myself, i heard it in the uk but just couldn't put my finger on the artiste who sang it.. well now i know. it's ROBYN; she had a hit "show me love" years ago, when i was still in secondary school i think, and read LIME. *shudders*

and another one from the her. supercool.

Cuz you’re a selfish narcissistic psycho freaking bootlicking Nazi creep and you can’t handle me

love it

watch this.



now watch this.



personally i don't like nicole richie, but you have to admit the girl is hilarious when she wants to be.

foundations

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
And I know that I should let go,
But I can't.
And everytime we fight I know it's not right,
Everytime that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.

yet another song i've fallen head over heels in love with, ever since arriving here. i've heard it a couple of times and every. single. time. i can't help but hop/skip/jump (with wild abandon) up and down to it (that's the british way of dancing fyi, from what i've seen). it's bloody infectious it is; both the song and dance.

he's just not that into you.

you know what, i really should buy that book - read for myself what mel was talking about. who knows, i could save myself a hell of alot lifetime of heartache, and time wasted in trying to decipher these 'mixed messages'.

i'm done, okay?
done playing all these silly little mind games; hot one second, cold the next. i'm just not cut out for it - i have neither the willpower nor the stamina. i simply refuse to be one of those girls that comes running everytime you call. i won't waste any more of my time attempting to figure you out, either you're in or you're out.

maybe i shouldn't -- -- --, what's the point? you said it yourself, it'd only be "prolonging the inevitable pain" even though you were referring to someone else and it was taken from another context. still.. you leave me at my wit's end time and time again. i'm a walking talking contradiction when it comes to you and don't you know it. it's make-it-or-break-it and this time round i'm for real. there is no room left for bluffing.

"The world is too fragile for people to be untrue. There's too much at stake, and life's too short for lies. And you're the worst kind of person in the world, because you wasted my heart, my time..." - kitty walker, brothers & sisters

remember this?
"I can give you what you want."
well, (even if you don't)..

ready, get set, go!



I can give you what you want. says:
it's my feel-sexy song.
I can give you what you want. says:
haha
I can give you what you want. says:
imagine: come-hither glances and seductive pouts
I can give you what you want. says:
HAHAHAHA
I can give you what you want. says:
too bad i'm just physically incapable of doing that
//* the month is starting to look fucking good . says:
HAHAHHAHAH
//* the month is starting to look fucking good . says:
can laaa.
//* the month is starting to look fucking good . says:
practise muaha

when our powers combine, we are VICANDA LAN SHU LIN! don't ever forget it.

Alala

alala not "ah-la-la"

(my mistake)

i've found it

at long last.

be warned: NOT a pretty sight.

sophia.

Five o’ clock and a fire escape symphony
Spilling out across the road and the square
And the sky’s the same as your own, do you think of me?
Do the parks and trees and the leaves reach you there?
After the rain, in the lonely hours he haunts me
Calling out, again, and again

Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things

I can’t go without
And one of them is him.

And now I walk these streets like a stranger in my home town,
Learn the language, form the words when I speak.
But he changed me, I’m his ghost since he came around
Now I count the hours, and the days and the weeks

In passion and silence,
Every word, every line a measure
It’s the science of the soul.
And his books, they breathe a reason
And now, I want to know

Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things

I can’t go without

And you, with your new born eyes,
Have you ever loved a man like I love him?
Do you hurt, but still feel alive
Like never before?
Oh Sophia! Sophia!

Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things

I can’t go without
I can’t go without him.

bebot.

i'm lovin' this song -> 'bebot' by the black eyed peas.

i first heard a little snippet of it on ugly betty (it's really the cutest song, like ever), then... i think someone at work was singing it or playing it on his/her handphone in the locker room. now i can't get it out of my head, no thanks to my colleague F who keeps calling me 'bebot' *rolls eyes/runs and hides* not that i understand a word of what is being said/sung/rapped in the song. err... not that i care :)

enjoy!

stay, beautiful baby

If these walls came crumblin' down
Fell so hard, to make us lose our faith
From what's left you'd figure it out
Still make lemonade taste like a sunny day

Stay, beautiful baby
I hope you
Stay, American baby
American baby

Nobody's laughing now
God's grace lost and the devil is proud
But I've been walking for a thousand miles
One last time, I could see you smile

I (I) hold (hold) on (on) to you
You bring me hope, I'll see you soon
And if I don't see you
I'm afraid we've lost the way

Stay, beautiful baby
I hope you
Stay, American baby
American baby

I (I) hold (hold) on (on) to you
You lift me up and always will
I see you in life
Hope I don't get left behind

I (I) hold (hold) on (on) to you
You bring me hope, I'll see you soon
And if I don't see you
I'm afraid we've lost the way

Stay, beautiful baby
I hope you
Stay, American baby
I hope you
Stay, beautiful baby
I hope you
Stay, American baby
American baby
Nobody's laughing now
But you could always make me laugh out loud

Dave Matthews Band



i love this song. it's gorgeous, don't you agree.
statement, not question.

because of you.

want to, but i can’t help it
i love the way it feels,
it’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
i need it when i want it, i want it when i don’t
tell myself i’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that i won't

i got a problem and i don’t know what to do about it
even if i did, i don’t know if i would quit but i doubt it
i’m taken by the thought of it, and i know this much is true
baby, you have become my addiction, i’m so strung out on you
i can barely move but i like it

and it’s all because of you (3x)
and it’s all because…
never get enough,
she’s the sweetest drug

think of it every second
i can't get nothing done,
only concern is the next time, i’m gonna get me some
know i should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
i try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

i got a problem and i don’t know what to do about it
even if i did, i don’t know if i would quit but i doubt it
i’m taken by the thought of it, and i know this much is true
baby, you have become my addiction, i’m so strung out on you
i can barely move but i like it

and it’s all because of you (all because of you) (3x)
and it’s all because…
never get enough,
she’s the sweetest drug

ain’t no doubt, so strung out (2x)
over you, over you, over you

because of you,
and it’s all because of you,
never get enough
she’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

usually, when i post lyrics, i tend to bold/italic/underline the bits which i like and/or i feel i can relate to the most. this time around, there were simply too many. if i did that, i might as well highlight the entire song, which defeats the purpose. so no go.

a line i just overheard on tv, "nu ren geng gou huai, nan ren cai ai." a little mystique, a little intrigue, keeps the boys coming. love the updated version, sure beats "nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai." so cliche.