never been kissed

"There is still that one teacher who marches to the beat of her own drummer. Those girls are still there. The ones that, even as you grow up, will still be the most beautiful girls that you've ever seen close up. The smart kids - who everyone else always knew as the brains; but, who I just knew as my soul mates, my teachers, my friends. And there's still that one guy, with his mysterious confidence, who seems so perfect in every way. The guy you get up and go to school for in the morning. South Glen would not have been the same without him. High school would not be the same without him. I would not have been the same without him..."

- Josie Geller in Never Been Kissed

every year i grow a bit older, and hopefully a bit wiser. i've realised that in my life, i've met alot of horrible people- girls who make your life a living hell by backstabbing you and bitching behind your back and even to your face- jerks who twist you around their fingers, with absolutely no intention of holding true to their promises and then spreading lies about you.

you see, contrary to our beliefs, guys really are no better than girls, in fact they're worse.

but, along the way i've also met some really incredible people. i don't have to tell you who you are, you should already know. you better know. heh.

spankew for saying," you're not just my best friend, you're my sister."
spankew for saying," you are SO carrie and i am SO samantha!!" making me a VERY happy girl.
spankew for buying me famous amos cookies without me ever having to ask OR using it to apologise for being late *glare*+*SHRIEK*
spankew for listening when i needed to be heard.
spankew for holding me while i cried.
spankew for hugging me when i needed strength/getting me addicted to hugging.
spankew for making me laugh until i cry.
spankew for trusting me with your secrets.
spankew for sticking by me when i needed it most.
spankew for calling when you missed me.
spankew for missing me when you go clubbing/still sore about this one.
spankew for giving me so many nicknames that i have difficulty picking one eg:unglam starfish
spankew for writing and talking about me in your blogs :) i love reading about me.
spankew for giving me happy memories and precious moments.

there are alot more spanks i have yet to give out, but this shall be it- for now.

if you're ever been ostracized by anyone who thought they were better than you. screw them.

no one can make you feel bad about yourself unless you let them.