you are my rock.

going crazy in asylum - how apt.

and that's just one of the many photos we took, you'll just have to wait like everyone else for me to upload everything, i'm especially excited since cindymepaulinejobi planned to put this particular graphic wallpaper-shot on friendster simultaneously.

cheap thrills.

i'm not purposely trying to act pensive or deep or anything like that, but i never knew it was possible to miss someone when you (i) haven't even left (yet). it's 4.05am - i know i should be asleep - but burning cds for my portfolio/resume is seriously time-consuming.

i meant every word i said:
you are the most important person in my life and i've never loved anyone (family included) the way i've loved you, with you. you make me like myself, love myself even. i know i'm a better person with you. you are my rock.

i'm so tired of crying everyday, i never meant to take carol's comment 'crying is your hobby' literally, but i'm afraid i crossed that line eons ago. everything with her is just - complicated. i never felt words so true when you stated "she will never be happy with you." you're right, and the sooner i accept that, the sooner i can get over it and get on with my life.

you were there for me; physically held me together when i was a limp soggy piece of shit, mascara running everywhere (that's why i should revert back to using waterproof), looking massively unglam, i've never been so uninhibited with anyone that way before. and another point duly noted/taken, crying only makes me sicker so i'm all in favour of ceasing the waterworks.

you once said you didn't need a reason to love me, the same goes for me.

i love you.
no if's or but's.
i just do.

my parting note: we once strived to be the perfect couple, but we've eventually come to terms with the fact that perfection is more than a lifetime away.

so this is what i've got to say...
who the hell needs perfection when we've got each other?

that was the biggest pile of cliches i've ever heaped on anyone at one shot, but i'm so beyond caring that i just don't care. 11078906.