across the ocean.

today

i smiled, i laughed

just a little.

work kept me occupied

took my mind

off you

but

my insides
still ache.
a deep resounding

ache.

the aching of my hollow heart.

i've been a good girl
i haven't cried

today.

my eyes are red
painful,

constantly

reminding me

of

everything.

on repeat: azure ray, 'across the ocean'