mr ox.

i just had a semi-argument with someone i hardly know - let's call him mr ox. - and for that reason alone, i'm pissed off. for starters, you don't even know me, how could you possibly judge me? if you knew me in the slightest bit, you'd also know that i DETEST being told what to do and being talked down to - and you did just that, in the most condescending tone humanly possible - or spoken to like a child. i'm (soontobe) 21 for god's sakes!

*shakes head* i do not envision this friendship happening anytime soon, not that there ever was a fighting chance to begin with. on second thought, there was, until, 15 minutes ago?

and to think that i was almost ready to be the bigger person - tonight in fact, i had a revelation; life is short, forgive and forget - make the first move, raise the white flag and come over with a peace offering in hand, re: you-know-who aka ** person (it's time i started coming up with new names) and his wish to be friends. but now that this has happened, all i can say is: over my dead body. it only serves as a painful reminder of all the things that have passed. i will never again allow myself to be spoken down to, or have someone speak to me in such a manner, as if i were a two year old. frankly, it's insulting.

this is just not happening again.

OR maybe i should stop being so uptight and let bygones be bygones already. but.. it's funny, this time round i'm not the one being uptight. seriously!