do you ever have days where you wish you could kill your mother?

i do. i get them all the time. ooh, if i could count the times, i'd probably go on for-ever.

this whole shitty shit situation happened because carol said,"i thought you said you were going jogging?"

and then there was shit.

you can't go jogging because today's the 15th day of the 7th month!!

err and tomorrow will be the 16th and the day after, the 17th.

you are not going anywhere!! you are not leaving the house!!

so i'm supposed to stay at home throughout the 7th month!? you went out today!

yes but that's different.

you said i can't go jogging late at night or when it gets dark. it's 5pm now, look it's so bright.

the 15th and the 30th are the most important days, there will be prayers everywhere!!

there aren't any prayers anywhere!

you enjoy courting trouble don't you? just look at the black marks on your face!!

what has the 7th month got to do with the marks i got while mountain climbing in thailand?!

you HAVE to be defiant don't you!?! you just like to disobey me!

fyi, i have no intention of going jogging, i'm already in my pjs. so stop making a big deal over nothing. AND. STOP. SCREAMING!

note: but my mother she is after all *resigned sigh* and despite it all, i know without a doubt that everything she says and does is out of love, and with the best intentions.