same old same old.

i'm at rachie's blog, listening to her new blog song. new partially because i haven't visited in ages. singer sounds like fiona apple. morbidly singing about love she can't have, you know - same old same old.

turns out it's rachael yamagata.

my heart is breaking, probably smithereens by now. if i speak in broken sentences, it's not my fault. i can't bring myself to cry anymore, i'm all cried out. if i seem cold and aloof, credit that to the fact that i care too much, to care anymore.

what do you do when you love someone, but you can't be together? not here, not now
what do you do when love just isn't enough
where's that guidebook when you need it
who's to tell you how to act
what to do, what to say
how to stop loving someone

tell me.






so i can stop crying my eyes out,
i know - i'm a walking contradiction. sue me.