i hope you flush yourself down a toilet bowl, please?

i am slowly but surely inching my way closer and closer to the point of being a permanent resident of 'hello-ihavelostmymind'-land.

picture this: i'm studying the advanced theory in preparation for the ttt (trial theory test), knitting with chiffon, running back and forth to check on the progress of my piano exam pieces being ripped onto my laptop and watching desperate housewives & grey's anatomy,

si.mul.ta.neous

adj [L simul at the same time + E-taneous (as in instantaneous)--more at same] (ca. 1660) 1: existing or occurring at the same time: exactly coincident 2: satisified by the same values of the variables <~ equations>

and then imagine my state of mind..
exactly.

i swear by making lists, it's almost as if they help me cope with... being me.

[a la the movie 'being julia']

re-book ttt+practical lessons - partly done.
call ballet girls, jess&me - to do.
plan outing with gen&gang - AHH.
photoshoot - oh mother of all headaches - process. meeting roy&jacky tmr later
update resume/portfolio [migraine alert] write in heineken jobs+photoshoot - a bit more.
collect cheques+photos for heineken - yay.
finish reading research - kill me now, make it quick (and, hopefully painless) - getting there.
study for theory test, PASS the damn thing. asap. - halfway there.
email deb - to do.
ooh, sew belts and photograph them - SOON VERY SOON.

to you, you and you,
i simply refuse to give you the perverse pleasure of reading about yourself on my blog. so i bid you adieu and pray that the next time i see you i never see you again, but if i do (unfortunately so), i hope you flush yourself down a toilet bowl, accidentally of course.