inspire me, miss lee.

unexplained flying object of the day:

when he thought i wasn't looking,
mr flirt blew kisses at me!?!?!

weirdo. *shakes head*

i don't know what some guys see. maybe they find dark eye circles, pimples & triplelayered stomachs appealing. you know, the whole 'i-haven't-slept-and-i-don't-have-a-life' look.

my mother thinks i'm psychotic. verrell's computer password is "crazysister" and carol tells me that i'm halfway to woodbridge. my grandma- no comment. the family often reserves this 'look', of 'you're mad, you know" specially for me. no idea why though. i think i'm perfectly normal, most of the time *grin*

the other night, while we were watching 'down with love', i was lying in the middle of the living room floor stomping my feet (while lying down) and raising my right fist (like they do in china during protests) protesting, "KILL THE FLIES! KILL THE FLIES! KILL THE FLIES!" being supremely accustomed to such random acts of nonsense, my mother and carol merely rolled their eyes as i continued my protest. but STILL they insist i am nowhere near normality.

i've been killing tons of aaron's and been spotting loads of lizzy's (every fly i see is aaron, every lizard i see is named lizzy) my baby is still as pampered, as usual. i love it when he rests his head on my lap and lets me massage him+stroke his ears. i love my baby :) i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him. jobina asked me if i could ever do without AJ and i said in all seriousness, "no." i wonder how i'm going to survive being overseas without all the material comforts of home (AJ included). as it is, i have trouble imagining sleeping on a foreign pillow, let alone living in a foreign place.

i need to be inspired.
inspire me, miss lee.
[go figure. primary school telephone tactic]

oh i have a crush on jon jonnson or whatever :) america's most gorgeous male model.
always dug the eurasian look back in primary/secondary school. a LONG time ago.