revelling

i had a sudden revelation.

i just wanted to say," thank you for the white roses, sunflowers and famous amos." it's touching to know that people DO listen after all. i know things didn't work out the way you wanted them to, but i know that you will get your respective happy endings.

i'm sorry for how it had to be. i'm allergic to guys who like me, when i don't like them. i warned you before. i told you i would morph into this super bitch. it's my curse. i can't handle niceness! bastards, i can deal with. it's the nice guys that drive me insane.

i know how it feels. trust me. unrequition should be my middle name by now. i know that there's no such word, but in the land of snobbish sluts, anything goes :) *grin*

this is for you.

p/s: what's up with 15 year olds trying to look older these days? not only that, they keep trying to act older too. i thought we've been through this before. the 'skimpy halter top+denim minskirt+the tiny handbag that can only carry tissue paper' look is so passe. it makes you look like julia roberts' character in Pretty Woman, but without julia roberts.

i'll let you in on a little secret," we know how old you really are. we also happen to know puberty's not done with you yet."

what's the point in trying to look older than you really are? just enjoy being young and free and devoid of responsibility. also, you're not fooling anyone.

p/p/s: another revelation. yep, tonight's full of them revelations. as i grow older, i wear more clothes and less makeup. funny.