me without you

i have piano at 9am tomorrow morning. i don't know what i'm doing awake when i should be sleeping, but i think it's been established long ago that i am a nocturnal creature who detests sunlight. maybe i should make like the bat family residing along the leaves of my coconut tree and 'hang' with them. get it? ha ha ha. fine. lame. alright, alright! *hands up*

i just watched a show on star movies called "me without you". 2 girls grow up as next door neighbours. they become best friends. make a pact to remain best friends forever. one pretty, one not so pretty. they grow up. pretty one keeps snatching nsp's guys, everything else that matters to her. she's domineering, demanding and basically she's a biatch. me me me.

so. that movie just summed up my friendship with her. well, not to that extreme. but yeah holly told marina that when they're together, she felt fat, ugly, not good enough, insecure, unsuccessful.. etc. yeah that's true. sometimes i do wish i had the internship, the guys.. etc. we didn't grow up together, neither are we next door neighbours. we have VERY different taste in guys. i don't have the hots for her brother, because she doesn't have one. but i share the same name as her sister. even the characters were similar. flashy. more conservative.

in the end holly left. the friendship was stifling her. marina was needy and clingy. she messed up her life at her own hands.

guess what? holly got the guy. she also got her happy ending.

so maybe, just maybe.. i'll get mine. what do you say?