i don't know what's wrong with me. chalk it up to paranoia, blame my overly sensitive hormones and womanly instincts if you want to, but it's like.. i'm just gonna spit it out, crazy as it sounds. i feel like i'm constantly being watched. i feel like you're watching me. i don't even know why i care, but it bugs me. it truly truly does. i'm not being egotistical in suggesting that you have nothing else better to do than to read my blog and check out my friendster/facebook profile on a monthly basis, but i know it. sometimes, i can feel it.

to you (you know who you are): if you are/have been reading my blog, please stop. stop checking up on me, be it friendster or facebook or whatever. if you aren't, that's great too, because you wouldn't even see this at all and i'd have proven not only am i crazy, i'm also paranoid. perfect.

it's been long enough, and i need my space. i did what i did for a reason, you of all people should know why. i don't see the need to explain myself further.

so just stop. stop, okay?

p/s: that wasn't really a question. that was me, telling you, to go away.