at any/every point in my life there's always gonna be someone who is prettier, smarter, more popular, taller, thinner, wittier, better dressed, more charismatic, funnier, richer, more talented, .. etc

so tell me honestly, what's the point in even trying? there isn't one.

there is no one else i can be, other than myself. i am who i am and nothing and/or no one can change that, regardless of all the lies you spew about me behind my back.




I AM TIRED OF BEING NICE.

i'm so sick of wanting to be polite and politically correct to everyone 24/7. sometimes i go to town and mere minutes later, i start to regret ever leaving my comfort zone (my room). i just want to live in my little bubble and not have to deal with the rest of the world and all their crap.

i've been told that it's not right to wish harm onto others, and for the sake of my conscience i've decided to forgo that option, instead i will say this "karma has a way of going full circle and biting you in the ass." and when it does, which it will, i'll be the one laughing.

i hope you remember that. not to worry, if you don't.. i'll remember on your behalf.