i loved today.

i loved today.

for reasons that vary, as always.

1. i absolutely ADORE cold weather.

given that i'm that someone who gets instant PMS upon experiencing humidity, it makes a whole lotta sense to lust after the exact opposite. recall my glee at zouk's new&improved airconditioning system.

hmm. since i've long given up hope of ever being that luckypieceofshit who gets to stay under covers as snug as a bug in a rug on rainy days such as these, the least i can do is to dig out my underworn winterwear and salute the weather for giving me an excuse to LAYER LAYER LAYER! three times for triple emphasis *grin*

how lovely it was to spot scarves, windbreakers and sweaters all over design (for a change). thank god winterwear can only look classy [most of the time]. i myself donned a dusty pink off-the-shoulder pullover (from hk) over a white spag top and virgi's grey tweed mini, a look which i can only conclude as: sexy secretarial.

ooh, pauline&co. said it was nice :)

2. heart-to-heart's.

being extremely open, almost to a fault, i find it surprisingly touching when people open up to me for a change. i often wonder what's on people's minds, never venturing to ask. to be on the receiving end is in fact, quite nice *smile*

conversed with oi leng today, the conversation itself shone much-needed light onto alot of 'situations'. i feel like i've let her down and disappointed her by not doing what i could have done when i could have.

now it has seemingly amounted to, simply put, nothing.

'at this point, we all appear to be hanging in the air, waiting for an expected crescendo that has been dying to happen, but all i hear is silence.'

in another h-t-h today, ms * told me something really personal, as all sessions with her are. but there was something just a little different today, she sounded genuinely grateful that i was there, that i listened.

[and she added that she was glad i enjoyed the same things that she did, thinking she was the only one who liked to spend time alone :)]

today, just for today,

i felt like nothing could bring me down.

[psst. but let's not get ahead of ourselves, shall we?]